Butterflies and Knots

It has been quite awhile since my last post.

Work, work, and work. The last 6 days have been filled with change, stress, and unimaginable amounts of support. Decisions had to be made and then actions taken based on those decisions. I kind of always thought that one of the hardest decisions somebody could make was deciding to spend the rest of their life with another person. I am not sure I believe this anymore and I have come to realize that you can't always believe in humanity either. I have always tried to be an honest and approachable person who tries to do what is best with a given situation. I never thought that I would experience ruthlessness or feel like I was a "ogre" because of anothers actions.

I guess what I have learned over the past week is that as the saying goes, keep my friends close and my enemies closer. I have been able to push through these recent events with the support and love from Drang and words of encouragment from others like "chin up" or "it will be me before you" or "I wish I could be there for you" and others like "don't worry it will be all over in a couple of days and we can move on" and "I brought you some homemade chocolate".

Butterflies and knots in your stomach can be easily removed when a weight has been lifted off of you and you know that those around you support you 100%. The time that leads to the cause of the butterflies and knots can be so intense that you can't focus on anything else and at times you begin to feel like who are is being lost, left behind, or ignored.

I thank all of those that helped me get through this tough time.